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Meditation Notes
Monday, February 12, 2018
Oregon Timeline
Request;
I would like to know more about the shaman lady my father showed you is accompanying me.
Is she another aspect of me (another lifetime)?
What is her life story? I don't know much about the Aztec culture.
They seem to be very mystical; a "misuse of energy" apparently also took place at some point in time.
What does she want to tell me?
Is there something specific about the fact that she has been with me since the date of 2002, and about the hillside where we connected?
I've felt quite intensely a masculine presence. I would be interested to know if you perceive anything in that regard. I won't say much more not to influence your perception.
Brief note;
I did review all the meditations I had done for you in the past. I did not find the meditation of your father referencing a shaman lady who was Aztec. I must of misplaced it.
I think I will just go with what comes up in this meditation as I gaze upon your lovely photograph.
You are so radiant.
Beginning Now;
Seeing shards of light passing by me, rainbow lights.
Now the movement and amount of light shards are increasing and there are many.
Like some kind of rainbow storm or flurry. It is so beautiful. The energy feels very intense.
Now the movement is subsided and there stands a woman. I see your body and her body fading into each other and then separating from each other. I think it is time to address your inquires of this woman who is a part of you.
I see her and the features of her face and body is clear. She is waiting to be addressed;
Is she another aspect of me (another lifetime)?
She is another aspect of you, a part of your Soul Source. She is the center of the hub so to speak. I also see that your father is a part of this sacred energy that she encompasses. She tells me she wants to speak;
"I am Apura, I have been a part of you for sometime, seeing you walk upon the land of Earth. I saw your grace and your love for the peacefulness of that moment and I knew we were sisters of the blue ray and golden ray of cosmic light."
What is her life story?
Apura speaks;
"Our life story begins before the time of Aztecs. We lived on another planet, much like Earth. Our people carried tradition and way of life on through many other lifetimes. Before our letting go of form, we would go through a ritual and know the next life before we left.
The ritual is very involved with much deliberation on the next phase of development as a sentient being. Some of us agreed to become one from two and some of us decided to separate ourselves to experience more variety. Usually it was loved ones that were very close, living a long life together and dyeing together and agreed to link together as one life.. For us it was our love for each other as twin sisters. We choose to be one for an important pivotal lifetime, becoming Tuloo, a man who traveled through portholes of dimensions, worlds, and realities. He and many others reached Earth through a porthole deciding to stay and live. There our people become one with the Tlinggit snow walkers. They were also travelers across the great ice bridge on Earth. The Earth was in a very deep ice age and was transitioning into another phase of evolution. Primitives were evolving into a higher form intellectually. As our people died and became again, many of the beliefs of our original home followed through shamanistic practice of knowing. I lived, as you did many lifetimes to now. I am now an inter-dimensional being so I can enjoy the magical parts of Earth's energy of creation. My life is integrated with you as we share the same Soul. What is most important in the activity of "Now", those simple events within a moment. This is the place we share most, actuality of moment and reality. Within the moment is our domain. Times of great opening can occur inside of a second changing the mind, body, and spirit. The human consciousness can grasp some of it, but the translation of what happens runs through your Macha, 'Soul sense'. Soul Sense can guide you to the porthole that we travel through. It can open a communication with Earth and her being with all that dwell upon her. Each life was chosen for the quality of activity, to learn and grow from within these moments."
I don't know much about the Aztec culture.
I did not sense an Aztec lifetime, but there was an indigenous people who lived on Earth practicing star gazing after the ice age shifted. I feel as thought they were a part of Apura and your heritage carrying on the same traditions and beliefs.
The Aztecs seem more reptilian to me.
They seem to be very mystical; a "misuse of energy" apparently also took place at some point in time.
Yes they were very mystical, but the shaman way that runs through your blood and Spirit is pure and far more advanced than the Aztecs.
What does she want to tell me?
Apura speaks;
"I want to tell you that you are in a state of emergence from one form of life to another. Your sensitive and feeling the changes all around you and inside of you. Your life ebbs from calm waters to ice that is still and cold. Beyond this physical Earth life is the spirit and soul effecting cells and energy of manifestation. Radiating force and love move through you. There are times you sense and feel the pull to move and discover. It is in your Soul to do so.
I say to you to be at peace with your life. You are more than one body and one mind, you are whole in your awareness of Soul. As your chest breaths Earth air, your energy expands and radiates force with the Earth's force."
Is there something specific about the fact that she has been with me since the date of 2002, and about the hillside where we connected?
Apura speaks;
"Yes that is the moment I speak of. Moments of connection and awakening. Small moments with great impact and significance. These moments are meant to shift and move you into a higher knowledge of how to move through your life on Earth. I am learning and benefiting these miracle moments in an inter-dimensional way as you are experiencing it through a physical body and mind. We come to a meeting of Soul at times. There life becomes very interesting."
I've felt quite intensely a masculine presence.
I do sense a masculine figure. He is phasing into so many different positions that I am having to really concentrate. Ok I have him locked down. He is 6' 3", Strong jaw, well formed, matter of fact type, brilliant focused mind. He keeps phasing, being illusive. I think it is to not create any kind of anticipation. He seems to make this important. He is very present though.
I keep seeing him changing around. He is one thing but can become different. I know that is why he shows me the phasing.
He is watching over you, making sure all is well. He is very protective. Wants to do the right thing for you. I think he knew you or knows of you from a few lifetimes.
I feel this attempt to reach you on a physical level, like for-filling a dream or wish. Making something solid and real.
The forming of this attempt is still in progress?
Did you make a wish?
Now he is becoming an angel. He wants to be your angel.
Interesting
He smells so good, nothing like I can relate to, maybe fresh breeze from a coastal forest. No fishy smell. Lol
More like flowers, water, and some trees within the scent. The trees smell rich and green.
I like his energy.
I also kept seeing during the meditation Asian people or Eskimo people with very big tall blonde people. The hair color varied, but the people were very big. Like vikings look in the movies. Everyone was very nice and happy.