I am now focusing on your father, on his photograph, he is very much here now and anxious to answer your questions.
Questions for Dad;
How does it feel to be a spirit?
“When I left my body I was surprised to see that I felt exactly the same as I did when I was alive. I did feel free of pain and there was a very strong sense of freedom. Then a very beautiful light shined in front of me. I looked at it feeling drawn towards it and I walked through. That is when I felt different;
I felt this very strong emotion of love from the light. I knew it was God. There was so much love and so much happiness in the light. All my confusion went away and I felt free.”
What does he do there?
“When I went into the light I was drawn to all the people I left behind. I was high above looking down and then in a second I was in front of you and others. I wanted you to see me. Many people did not see me. I heard you talking to me in your room, I love you son. I saw you looking at the gift I gave you.
I saw many people but you and your mother were most important to me because you are the closest to my moment of transition, walking from this life to the other.
Here, in the light, I am changing, from what it is to be in a body to becoming lighter and a free spirit. Here, in the light, I can help and guide you like angels do. I will be with you in your life as a guardian father spirit. I am so happy to do this for you. My feelings are 100 times more in the light. I am vibrating like a humming bird filled with excitement and love for you. I know your life will be so amazing.
In the light I also am taking the life I just left and filling my Great Soul with all the orbs of life review. My Soul takes all of the orbs and transforms them into light. The light ripples outward from my Great Soul and branches out to all I am connected to, including you.”
Does he have some special abilities/gifts?
Your father has stepped back;
I am seeing him and his soul. He has the ability as a spirit to guide you on your path of Divine light. He will come to you in times of need; he can see your life. He will come mostly to you as spirit; you may not see him when he is there. His energy is very high and sometimes to match his energy with the Earth energy can be a challenge. Sometimes he needs a channeler or medium to help him communicate with you. A person that can match their energy frequency with his. Be aware that some people can do this and some are false. You are the best person to trust wither or not your father is they’re communicating with you. His ability to bring in light to dark times is very strong. He has this gift to shine possibilities when there seems to be now way to go. It is because he is a very clear visionary. He can see in the future which paths of life are best for you and others. He cannot influence our discussion we make in life but he can shine a light to the best possible direction to go. He does this by giving you a feeling of certainty. When he comes in spirit he can come with angels or be an angel himself. He can bring good luck to those that have faith in themselves and their lives. He is a part of your DNA and can move within your spirit giving you feelings about situations and people. He can also influence your surroundings to help protect you.
Does he miss me?
“I miss you. I am very free so I can see you anytime I want. I can come when the energy is right, you and me can be linked. When you sleep it is easier for me to be with you. I miss being in my body to share your life with you. But I am with you always, inside of you in your DNA. I miss touching your hand.”
Does he still love me?
“I love you so much. I love you as much as the whole world, as much as the whole Universe, as much as all in infinity.”
Will he come to interact with me in my dreams?
Yes I will. I will come to see you in your dreams. We can meet in a dream spot. You can choose the spot and right before you go to sleep see this dream spot in your head. I will come to you. It may take some practice for me, I am getting use to my spirit form, but I will come to you. You have a spirit body that is attached to a silver cord and you can meet with me in the Astral Plane.”
He is stepping back,
I want to say that when you dream about departed loved ones it is hard to separate your mind from spirit. The mind in dreams can create other images that are thoughts. Spirit dreams are different they are very bright and almost more real than life it’s self. To recognize the difference is valuable. The two dreams can get mixed together. I use a dream stone to help me know when I am dreaming in spirit or dreaming in mind. I hold the stone in my hands and tell myself when I see the dream stone I know that I am dreaming. When I am dreaming and see the dream stone I know I am dreaming and can now contact my father or friends.
Was it really him who sent the sign of flying birds to my mom?
“Yes I was the wind and the birds felt my spirit. I wanted to fill her with the freedom I feel now and send her this most precious feeling. I am also with her; my eternal love is in her heart as it is in my spirit heart. I can go into her breath and fill her with love and hope, because I am now spirit. I value her life and would love to see her future being free.”
Are there any tricks I should keep in mind to be able to perceive his presence better?
Father is stepping back;
Yes you can trust yourself when you feel he is around. Trust is very important, do not doubt yourself when you feel him around. Don’t let others say you are not seeing him when you know you are. Your connection to him is strong right now. Life will change that connection, but always have faith that he will always be there.
You will find your own way to communicate with him.
Personally I like using photographs to help me connect to my loved ones that have passed. Also I feel them, like I felt them in life. A good example is having the feeling someone is standing behind you in line. It is the same feeling with spirits.
Your father has a particular feeling to him. Remember how he felt to you, sounded, looked. Remember what you two did together, it helps him connect to you. Children, like you, are able to see spirits much easier than adults because children are still open to their Spirit. Life is much more than just physical seeing, hearing, feeling, smelling, and tasting. Behind those sensations are spiritual senses.
Did he decide to die?
“On a Soul level the time of leaving my body had come once again, joining with the infinite Divine Energy of God. My body was a part of my Soul needing to live on Earth as a human man. Once that time of life was fully mature my spirit was released.”
Why on that specific day?
“There was a golden bridge of time that moved its gears like a cosmic watch moving into perfect formation. The door to my Spirit opened when the beautiful lines of energy linked into each other making a kind of vibration shaking my spirit from my body. I have left my body before, when I was alive, but a silver cord would always bring me back.”
“ This time the planets and stars were in perfect position for me to leave severing my silver cord to my body. As I was born so I become born again in the energy of the cosmos. We all have our special time.”
Did I really see his spirit in my apartment during the evening funerals or is it my imagination?
Your father steps back;
Yes you did see him. He wanted me to tell you that 95% of all children that loose their loved ones see them. 75% of all adults that loose a loved one see them a few days after departure. It is a very normal thing to see your departed loved ones.
Your Father says;
“I am so happy you saw me. I know the emptiness you felt when I died, I wanted to fill the emptiness with the light. I know you will change a lot and there will be times the missing is so very hard. I know my passing is changing everyone. I ask God to fill the emptiness with divine light and understanding that life does not end but keeps going after shedding the body. I am with you always in spirit.”
Does he enjoy his spirit life?
“I do, it is very different from physical life. I feel like my life with you was such a precious gift. I know that a part of me lives through you. The other part, that is Spirit, seems to be everywhere all at once. I can be in a single place and in a many places at once. It really is very free. My life as a man is very valuable to my Soul. You are so valuable. I am not one person or one single Soul; I am a part of everything. That is a great truth. Having a body seperates us to a very singular life, but when the body is shed God is one with us all as we are one in God. There is no separation. I did not realize this or feel it when I was alive, but I know it is real in life and in spirit. This is very enjoyable, I am never alone.”
Will he come to earth as a human again?
Your father stepped back;
He is deciding wither or not to discuss this with you. It is a very interesting choice to make and it is a very intricate choice for a great soul as your father to make. He keeps smiling at me, but at the same time takes this question very seriously.
He says with such love in his heart;
“You will know when I come back. I may come as a child in your family, maybe your child. It depends on the Divine God realm if I am to come back that way. If I did come back it would be to help heal and guide mankind. There is a part within you that wants me to come through again and spend the life that I should of spent with you now. In this the pull is strong to be reborn. In truth though I am so much a part of you I do spend you life with you but in a spiritual way, not a physical way. ”
And if he does, will he look more or less the same and have more or less the same character?
“ I will have my Soul Energy Signature if I choose to come back. My eyes will carry this signature that declares it is I. I will also have my bright joy for life. I feel in my next life I will be less serious and more light hearted like an actor or an artist dancing freely. I want to light up people’s lives and help them feel as I do in spirit, love and joy. I do know if I do not come through physically as a human being I will come through energetically moving through Nature letting you know I am there with you always.”
Your father wants to say one more thing;
“I know you will be a wonderful man in the future, live your life to the fullest my son. You are so precious. I am sorry I can not be there for you in person. I am excited for your future. Life is full of surprises so be open to them. Go past the hard times and keep a tight hold on the good times. So much will come to you. I want to always help you when you need that energetic lift. You do have a direct connection to the Divine Universal. My star will twinkle a wink when you see me shining infinite possibilities for your wishes to be fulfilled.
I love you so much.