Focusing, and floating into the plane of Divine light.
Connecting and seeing Andre.
There are angels and I hear them rather than see them.
They are all talking in another language. I do not understand it but I feel the energy of the language. It is filled with love and healing. They are there for him, you and your son.
He is a part of this angelic group. He is wearing the same robes of light as they are. There is an incredible amount of love. The feeling of this love energy is very intense.
I am asking him to come to me.
He looks sad. There are heartstrings pulling at me.
He is very connected to you on a spiritual level. He is so happy when you notice his attempts to connect with you.
He said that his passing changed your energy structure and emotional body, so you will need to heal. He too is healing.
He is talking to me telepathically so it is very hard to translate into my language because telepathic communication involves so much more than language. It involves feeling and environmental reactions to the communications. There is visual input and other sensory sensations. Everything around me is responding to his communication. My bird is singing really load, my grandson is running around in joy.
He says that it is so when he comes to speaks with you.
I understand what he is communicating. His communication effects the environment. He sends love and birds may fly by at that moment. He sends a call of, “Here I am” and the wind may come in the area you are walking. There can be smells also that come from his spirit. Or there will be something falling without anything causing it.
(Every single person is different in how they receive communication from loved ones.
Some people smelled roses when Mother Theresa would come to heal a broken soul. It is like that. )
The smell from him that I perceive is a green smell like pine needles or another tree I don’t know of. I also smell an amber smell.
He looks much younger now. His skin is smoother and he is very strong looking. His existence is still in transition so the configuration of his being is phasing from Earth Spirit to this Angelic Spirit. He has a glowing light behind his skin. It is very beautiful.
He said there was pain. He did not talk about it. He is showing me a dark spot in his body. I can only describe it as he is a light, oval shaped with many colors within, and there is this dark spot in the light, near the right upper part of the oval, near the top. Also he felt weak at times. Like his heart was weak.
If you were to overlap the light body over the physical body it would show the area near his head and neck at the back.
The release of energy that was accumulating there and burst outward, and the pain released. His spirit became free and he walked about confused for a while until he realized he had left his body.
I see other parts of the body that seem to be affected by low energy frequencies. The main trigger for release was the dark spot near the head.
As I discuss the issues with him leaving you and your son so soon I get this kind of anguish. It is a frustrated kind of anguish. I think that is why the angels are there for you all. I truly don’t think he was expecting to leave so soon and suddenly. It was a surprise. On a higher spiritual level he did know but he was not directly in tune with that part of himself.
He tells me that he sends love everyday. His life where he is now works differently from life on Earth. The dreams are close to what his life is like now. But with sharing himself in your dreams there are mental aspects that can confuse and sometimes delude the actual presence of his spirit.
His existence in dream is different, emotion has more substance and he is learning how to be in this new place. The laws of the spirit world are different from the physical world. In order for him to come to you he must slow his frequency way down and you must rise your frequency way up. There is a meeting in-between that occurs and when the two of you face each other. It is not like two separate entities there is a kind of energetic oneness. There are no words spoken only the language of Spirit. Each person is different on how he or she understands the language.
He shows me the emotions have an effect on frequency levels.
He feels this great remorse for leaving so soon. It is so frustrating for him. He wants to tell you that he is there but the communication and linking together is difficult. The angels tell me that healing is needed.
It is the frequencies that are produced emotions that determine whether you can connect.
A calm and happy mind is more receptive and open.
Allowing time for the mind to become so through deep breathing.
It takes healing, then faith that one day you will connect with him. He is changing energetically, his energy body is becoming more angelic, that means he is becoming a higher frequency. I can feel his change and the inevitable being he will become.
I look at him and he lets me know that you two are connected spiritually.
(You can feel his spirit at times when he comes to communicate. I feel it as a kind of coolness, or light touch sensation. Also the smells can come through letting you know he is there.)
There is an angel with him that is giving me a light to put into your hearts. All of this is very symbolic. It is love that is put into your hearts. This is very powerful. I feel the healing of it the warmth.
I do see a possible timeline of you two being together again in another reality of life. The timeline is not very clear.
I feel that this life is too fresh to real get a handle on it.
I am also getting a vision of your Sandro’s future. He has a boost of energy for his life. I see him being a very important man who is a leader opening new channels for creation that help the future of mankind. His dad tells me this. I can see he can aid in Sandro’s life path. He will live a full and good life feeling a strong connection to family.
I do see your life in the future also. He is putting in energy for your future. He wants to grant you some kind of aid or gift, like a guardian angel. He is not there yet but his transformation will take place and he can aid in your future. There is no timeline in his existence. I see that the ripples of his passing have made some adjustments to his transformation, because it affects both you and Sandro so deeply some kind of Karmic effect.
I tell him of the morning you mention;
9. I cannot stop thinking about the morning when he left us. We had such an intimate moment of sharing kisses and caresses, which when I think of it now, felt ever so deeper and more meaningful than the ones before (not that our physical contact ever lacked emotional contact). So, I cannot stop thinking, did he know that he was leaving and gave me a chance to say good-bye? Was he saying good bye?
he remembers it and he did know on a very high spiritual level that he was going to pass. I see the spiraling cords of energy as you two joined creating a kind of special bonding that seemed to cause transference of energy. This energy was the boost I sensed.
He is coming through again.
“Nana you are so beautiful in spirit and body. Your strength of personal power I admire.
So graceful and beautiful your life is, it will embrace you always. I will be a guardian and lead you with the light of love brightening up your path ahead.
Have faith in yourself; you are smart and wise beyond your years. That is why I love you so much. Your own higher spirit will lead you in the right direction. Trust your feelings. Allow the Power of our Spirit to be the great force in our life.
Sandro will forgive me someday. He is so young. I am very proud of the man he will become.
I feel such remorse for leaving when I did.
I will also be there for Sandro through out his life as a guardian angel helping, and guiding him. Tell him to follow his intuition when he feels it is right. My cells are within him and my connection to him is there. He carries all my strength of character and the passion of his mother inside of him.
(He may not hear this message till later when he has forgiven me for leaving him.)
Sandro is such an amazing person, intelligent and will be very wise because of your guidance.
Leaving was such a surprise. I was not really expecting it in my mind, but in my spirit I felt the door beginning to open.
Life was so special and valuable feeling every moment, breath, and step with you. I’d watch you and Sandro and think what a lucky man I am. Being with you two filled my spirit with so much love. I would sit back and just watch you two.
Look forward to your future Nana and Sandro.
Life is a gift.
I cannot express how much I love you.
I am always with you inside of your heart.
Personally speaking now;
When my father passed away I lost all memory of him and my time with him. It took me a year to go through the mourning process. I eventually regained my memories I had with him. I was very angry with him and did not dream about him for a while. But I did dream about him later.
All the mourning you and your son are going through is normal. It is ok to feel angry and the nightmares are common. Know they will pass in time. You will always miss him but you will start to feel better, less pain. Allow the natural process of mourning to take place. Compassion and love heal the heart. Remember him and the precious time you spent together. There is healing in the love you shared together.
I light a candle and put the thought energy into the flame, the love I have for my father. I talk to him and know he is there listening. I never doubt this communication because he did come to me one day and I heard him clearly say, “I’m sorry”.
Everyone is different in their communication with loved ones that have passing. I feel my father’s spirit deepest in my heart and solar plexus.
I hope with all my love this helped you.
Andre is such a special man.
I felt him wanting me to go through your Facebook and look at all the pictures. It made me cry, and I felt him with me being sad. Sorry I felt kind of uncomfortable doing this like it was an invasion of privacy, but he wanted me to see his life with you and Sandro.
Spirits will do this with me when I connect to them. They share their lives with me.
He was so appreciative of you for being there in his life.