I see him in front of me. He is wearing a robe, it is white and has golden trim around the mandarin neck line and down the front seam. There are glowing letters imbedded in the fabric and they seem to be some kind of vehicle for translation and communication. He is vibrant and young, and now before my eyes he is changing from young to old in his human form. He has gone through so much transition since I saw him last. Now he is appearing to me differently, dressed more in street clothes, a t shirt and jeans. Now in my perception is integrating all of these aspects of himself so his image is very misty, morphing into a single form.
He is now in his true soul form, white brilliant light and his eyes are electric blue shining outward to me. The power of his soul is incredibly stable and vibrant. The strength and power is so overwhelming. He shows me this because of your relationship with him as a young girl. He knows that his energetic projections were very huge for you as a child. He always tried to tone it down for you, but his human man was just that very manly.
His higher Soul, “Hemm” speaks;
“As a man on Earth I was not very conscientious of your sensitivity as a extraordinary perceptive and aware person. My life review brought up so much about you and me. “
He shows me you as a little girl running and playing. You know him for what he is and everyone else, you are hiding most of what you see. Your understanding of him was very accurate and now that he sees the segment of that time in his life with you, he is very amazed.
There is this kind of desperation to get the message across that he knows how much you tried to accommodate him and his character. You compensated for him a great deal. He did not understand at the time what an effort you made for him, to show that you love him and understand him. He saw the love you wanted from him.
His spirit as Andrzej speaks;
“I was so in love with you and your magical qualities. The whole worlds seem to respond to you, play with you, hide you in your secret moments, and nurture you when you needed solace. I was so young, so naive, that I did not acknowledge the gift of you in my life. I do realize how much you showed me. I felt I ran away from so much when I was living during your time of growing up. Wandering the world as a wild soul. My love for you is so deeply rooted in my spirit that I am the student and you are the teacher.”
I am getting this incredible feeling or love for you. How grateful and proud he is of you and your life. He said that you were such a strong person to live a life with extraordinary sensitivity. He did not understand your magical qualities, but he understands them now being Spirit and seeing what his Humanism did not see. The blunt belief in physical reality, open but not to the infinite possibilities of what life was. Only now does he see.
His Higher Self speaks in this amazing vibration of voice sounding like many voices instead of one;
“We (I) see you now standing upon a precipice watching the sun come up and all around you is the landscape of your future. We see your land behind you, the land of your past. You are getting ready to go forward. To move into an unexpected future. The introspection of your self realization is hovering upon a great door of opportunity to become the enlightened being you have been working towards.”
He shines a light from this one particular star and it beams upon a small town within the landscape that you are viewing. He said that you know what he is pointing to. It looks like a small town in the mountains.
“ A place of truth for you.”
He wants to be of service to you from now on. His presence is much more illusive and the frequency of his being is very high, he comes around with the company of Divine fellows.
He knows that you can be with him on that level. He knows that you can receive his assistance and blessings from that higher level of connection.
I am sensing that he wants to give you power in this life to accomplish some goals you wish to complete. He is so loving and so willing to be there. I feel he is making up for the times he needed to be there for you in the past.
He is showing me something else. There is a woman there that is very much in your life. She is a spirit. She is dark skinned and small, her energy is very mystical. I don’t know if she is an aspect of you or a spiritual guide, but she is been there with you since 2002. You connected with her on a high hillside. She saw in you a deep connection with the Earth magic. She seems to be Aztec or looks like the Aztec woman (shaman). He said she is with you and protecting you.
You father is back in spirit;
“Odile you are very special to me and we have many lifetimes together. We were in another family together once
Where we hunted and farmed together. The strong compulsion to be a part of each other’s lives pulled through with your birth. Your mother drew me in and I know now it was because you had to be born. It is important that you know the gratefulness I have for being chosen as your father.”
I see him showing me the important value of being present in each other’s lives. Like the energy fills up a space and affects the ripples of life’s stream. He needed you to be there in his vicinity. I see this need with you also. It was a kind of completion with an unfinished goal. The goal of two souls learning the ability to share life as singular entities.
I see and feel what he is trying to tell me. Essentially we all are here to experience this integration of two into one and if lucky to also take that individual feeling of separation and integrate it into the vast reality of everything on Earth. Partaking in the inter-dimensional realms present on Earth.
Human mind, physical body, and spirit, melting in and out of realms conceived from manifestation.
He is smiling at me nodding. He is changing again into a Spirit, Hemm, and then forming within his Great Spirit of many, the Divine Universe. He is going into a very high realm of existence. It is awesome. I want to be there when I pass from this life to the other. It is so beautiful. The feelings I am receiving go beyond the feelings I get from my body and mind. Wow
He is singing a song in another language, it makes me cry. He said he sang to you? I feel like my crying is his. He really does love your as your father.